Thursday, 2 August 2018

Can I say Goodbye ?

If I fall today 
No regrets to the grave
Tell my mom I died smiling to the heavens
Thanking God for the life he gave me
For showing me that not everything was about me 

My first world problems would be blessings to the third
I wish I could have stood hand in hand watching the fresh water flow

It's not my life to live
I'll come back when the time is right

I'm sorry I was never what you wanted
Sorry I was more a screw up than a marvel
Sorry I wasn't male
I'm just sorry
I'll never be anything

But if I die today
I won't stay, this is my Goodbye from the grave 
I was never great, but I tried 
& right now, that doesn't matter 
because I'm gone 

Now even people I didn't know 
are crying, saying how great I was , 
remembering all the good times 
saying how they wish they reached out 
In reality you people didn't give a fuck 
you see cameras, you show all the fake love 

It's like you save it all for the recently dead
humanity disgusts me 

You only care when lights are flashing 
There's more love in the fame than there is in honesty 

If I fall today 
I have no regrets in this grave 
I didn't live much 
but i know i don't want to live this way  

I've taken too much shit to think 
I couldn't stick around for more of this 

I haven't done much 
but I've done enough to know 
it's my time to go 

Say hello to the souls 
stranded on earth 
Maybe I'll stick around to haunt a few hoes 

I have no reason to be 
No reason to grow 
No reason to say 
I'll stay & see how the rest goes


I'm over it, 
Can't be bothered with it 

Tell my Mama
I'm sorry but I'm leaving early 

The world just isn't ready for my level of creativity