I would do it again

I tore my heart out for you 

Told you that I loved you 

Said that even if I died I would support you 

I would be near you , to hold you and tell you, that I never truly left you 

See you flourish, see you thrive 

See every memory of me diminish

As you carry on living your life 

But that is foreseen 

Those who once were; fade like autumn's first breeze 

I... I torn my heart out for you 

That’s why I died 

I gave all I had, 

You tossed my heart out like trash 

didn't understand the detriments of my past

So here I am,

Watching over you 

Because I still love you

And maybe one day you’ll love me 

Letting go of all the words 

Letting go of all the remorse 

Letting go... 

I’m letting go when I know

That it’s time to go Home 

Till now

Here I am 

Watching you grow 

Watching you shine 

Because despite it all 

I loved you 

I torn my heart out for you 

& 

I would do it again 

Can I say Goodbye ?

If I fall today 

No regrets to the grave

Tell my mom I died smiling to the heavens

Thanking God for the life he gave me

For showing me that not everything was about me 

My first world problems would be blessings to the third

I wish I could have stood hand in hand watching the fresh water flow

It's not my life to live

I'll come back when the time is right

I'm sorry I was never what you wanted

Sorry I was more a screw up than a marvel

Sorry I wasn't male

I'm just sorry

I'll never be anything

But if I die today

I won't stay, this is my Goodbye from the grave 

I was never great, but I tried 

& right now, that doesn't matter 

because I'm gone 

Now even people I didn't know 

are crying, saying how great I was , 

remembering all the good times 

saying how they wish they reached out 

In reality you people didn't give a fuck 

you see cameras, you show all the fake love 

It's like you save it all for the recently dead

humanity disgusts me 

You only care when lights are flashing 

There's more love in the fame than there is in honesty 

If I fall today 

I have no regrets in this grave 

I didn't live much 

but i know i don't want to live this way  

I've taken too much shit to think 

I couldn't stick around for more of this 

I haven't done much 

but I've done enough to know 

it's my time to go 

Say hello to the souls 

stranded on earth 

Maybe I'll stick around to haunt a few hoes 

I have no reason to be 

No reason to grow 

No reason to say 

I'll stay & see how the rest goes

I'm over it, 

Can't be bothered with it 

Tell my Mama

I'm sorry but I'm leaving early 

The world just isn't ready for my level of creativity