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| Always keep this in mind, when you know you're worth it and deserve the best, not even your ememies can stop you <3 |
Been sitting in Student Centre
for the past 2 hours. You’d think I’d have the mindset to finally move, but
being sleep deprived doesn't really help my situation. I don't really know if it’s
a sad or happy thing that I need to write these small (not actual) Diary entries,
to keep my sanity. What I can say it’s sad that I trust a pen and piece of
paper more than I’d trust a person. I'm not saying I don't trust people but
only certain people ( not getting into that again). So far, Uni life has been
good on the education level but everything else has been confusing me. Not even
confusing but surprising. You would think that by now people would fade out of
the “high School Drama” mode but No. Ugh! I feel like I'm going to end up
writing a whole essay here but I have an exam in the next 30 minutes. So
causally sitting here is somewhat relaxing for ONCE. It is completely empty and
quiet; that's just how I like it. I can strangely say that I really shouldn't be
left alone with my mind. I'm that type of person that will over think
everything but won’t say anything. I let that stupidness bottle up inside and
completely destroy me. I would sadly rather have my pain kill me then the
sudden judgment of others. I know I shouldn't be saying that but no matter how
much we convince ourselves that the opinions of others don't matter, they do
even more. Ok, this is totally random but the same girl has been walking up and
down the stairs for the past hour now…AWKWARD. I don't want to say I have no
emotions because I'm pretty sure feeling sorry for myself is an emotion but
nowadays, I really don't. I don't know what it is but anything emotional will instantly
make me breakdown. OMG, if you’re one of those people that are awake at night
and out of nowhere breakdown in a voiceless cry…I know how you feel. Life isn't
easy, even rich people have problems believe it or not. Money doesn't make
everyone truly happy… and LIES! Don't make it any better either.
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| P.S Tim Horton's has been getting me through all the tough all-nighters : |
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| Forever Studyinggggg |
