When you think about life, you think hectic. We run in pursuit of our future, to make a statement, to leave this
mother earth feeling satisfied with the life we lived. We compete to be
something, someone…somebody. We are told to understand before we criticize but
we all hate what we visualize. We see what we wish we could be or what we wish
we could have, build up all the hatred for it and dwell on it, like our lives
depended on our hatred to survive. You can’t hate and live a life…it just doesn't
work like that. You can either waste
your life hating everything and everyone or you can let bygones be bygones and
live your life to the full potential…believe it or not but we all run on the
same 24 hour clock. If big hotshots can use that time to make a million in a
day, you can use it to make your future a little closer and productive.
Remember this…some people are born into greatness, but never see the true value
and never realize that one day they have to know how to deal with the greatness
and others understand what true greatness is and will do anything to obtain it
and keep it. There is a difference between knowing and understanding…you could
possess all the knowledge in the universe but if you don't know how to utilize
it, you cannot expand on it.
From the beginning of life, we fight for our
first breath…we battle the vast amount of viruses with a “still maturing”
immune system. What many people are not
aware of is that, it is their mother’s milk that keeps them safe and immune from
serious harm. Mother’s deserve a lot more appreciation than they receive. I am
baffled by the way, I can stray away from my original thoughts…Back on
track. Why is the world a hypocrite to
itself? Why teach children things that
you yourself do not believe? Why teach the preachers when the preachers don’t
teach? I contemplate the thoughts that
are underneath life, society, the world…Why are we here? What is the purpose of
us living and then dying? Is there an ending to this never-ending story about “life”?
Why am I bombarding you all with so many questions today? I cannot say time
will tell all because I believe time has no say in what happens when…it just keeps
going, does not wait for anyone or anything. Unless God comes in play no human
being can control time. It can be managed but cannot be control.
Life is not hectic; it is a struggle in
disguise. We all wear masks to cover what we don't want seen, to hide our true identities,
to use it as a security blanket. I have been told that the moment you are born…you
are conceived in sin. The minute we are born we are exposed to the world and
its “earthly” manner. We are pure and innocent until we exit the womb. Why you
ask? Because it is thought that in the womb we are cared by angels and the only
company we know of is God. My religious views don't dictate all my thoughts and
views but it does sharpen my understanding on how I perceive the world and society.
Life is very unpredictable but there is nothing wrong with being patient with
it. If you can believe it, but I don't run after buses cause I can wait for the
next one and I don't yell for someone to hear me because I know if I saw them now
I will see them later, maybe not on earth but later on in heaven. I have been
told I'm way to patient for a person (let alone a woman) but truth is, I have
learned to never run after anything or anyone but my dreams and goals. I refuse
to subject myself to someone or something that God probably intended not to be
in my life. For if it were meant to be there it would have never left and if it
comes back then that's that. As you can see, I ask a lot of questions but I don't
question anything…Let life unveil itself to you and let the world unfold as it
may in unison. So go ahead and ask a million questions but don't question what cannot be answered.  |
| Don't hide who you really are, cause i am pretty sure that you are a beautiful individual <3 |
