Are you a Runner?

Life of a runner

They don’t look back

Don’t know where they’re going

But they know where they're at

 

Never stopping to look

Never stopping to ask

Whether where they’re at is the end of the track

Never knowing the truth

Never seeing the lies

But hearing the worst that comes from behind

The passion that burns deep inside

Is what keeps this runner

Running in time

Looking for something that seems so untrue

What is this runner searching for

What does he plan to pursue

Why does he not see

That what he is searching was never out of reach

Runner, stop running

And look to the side

What you have been searching for was never far from sight 

But these runners are stubborn
No?
Running for their dreams 

No 
they are rebellious  

Testing the mind state of the free

Seeing how far they can run without being seen
Watching the world the world wait while they run with the race
Following the sun , never hiding their face

chasing the Moon cause who doesnt like to gaze
counting the souls, that we call stars

We Run the earth
but their runners of the sky

There is a Fire in our souls that can only be seen through our eyes and felt in our words.
Keep it Burning My friends 

Their Watching You...Annabelle

There are scratches on the wall

Pain is waiting tomorrow

Whispers in the hall

But you know it’s not your mother

Your name’s not Steve,

It’s Annabelle

Pictures in the stalls

Missing eyeballs

But you know their following your shadows

Burning in the back of your head

You’re not crazy, you’re not dead

Reality is you’re strapped to the hospital bed

Those halls, those stalls, those missing eyeballs

All projections from your psychopath mom

You hate the life you live because of the burden you hid

Their watching you, you feel their skin

Even though its blue, pale and lifeless

Have I gotten into your head…

Good…Now go to bed

You can't sleep for their in your head

Begging you to finally come home

Annabelle, my Dear

Their watching you 

every life you live

everyday you breath 

the dreams you want 

the reality you see 

through your eyes,

its bliss with no redeem

causal thoughts, but we all know 

their not all from your brain 

Their dead 

but they live through you 

they watch you 

and also watch the world

what they could not be 

they have become in you 

Now its 12, its time to sleep

the world is dead 
but even the Dead know how to reap 

Goodnight, Dear Annabelle

even a wilted rose, once lived a life, do not be the one to destroy its light 

Struggle in Disguise...As Life

When you think about life, you think hectic. We run in pursuit of our future, to make a statement, to leave this mother earth feeling satisfied with the life we lived. We compete to be something, someone…somebody. We are told to understand before we criticize but we all hate what we visualize. We see what we wish we could be or what we wish we could have, build up all the hatred for it and dwell on it, like our lives depended on our hatred to survive. You can’t hate and live a life…it just doesn't work like that.  You can either waste your life hating everything and everyone or you can let bygones be bygones and live your life to the full potential…believe it or not but we all run on the same 24 hour clock. If big hotshots can use that time to make a million in a day, you can use it to make your future a little closer and productive. Remember this…some people are born into greatness, but never see the true value and never realize that one day they have to know how to deal with the greatness and others understand what true greatness is and will do anything to obtain it and keep it. There is a difference between knowing and understanding…you could possess all the knowledge in the universe but if you don't know how to utilize it, you cannot expand on it.

 From the beginning of life, we fight for our first breath…we battle the vast amount of viruses with a “still maturing” immune system.  What many people are not aware of is that, it is their mother’s milk that keeps them safe and immune from serious harm. Mother’s deserve a lot more appreciation than they receive. I am baffled by the way, I can stray away from my original thoughts…Back on track.  Why is the world a hypocrite to itself?    Why teach children things that you yourself do not believe? Why teach the preachers when the preachers don’t teach?  I contemplate the thoughts that are underneath life, society, the world…Why are we here? What is the purpose of us living and then dying? Is there an ending to this never-ending story about “life”? Why am I bombarding you all with so many questions today? I cannot say time will tell all because I believe time has no say in what happens when…it just keeps going, does not wait for anyone or anything. Unless God comes in play no human being can control time. It can be managed but cannot be control.

 Life is not hectic; it is a struggle in disguise. We all wear masks to cover what we don't want seen, to hide our true identities, to use it as a security blanket. I have been told that the moment you are born…you are conceived in sin. The minute we are born we are exposed to the world and its “earthly” manner. We are pure and innocent until we exit the womb. Why you ask? Because it is thought that in the womb we are cared by angels and the only company we know of is God. My religious views don't dictate all my thoughts and views but it does sharpen my understanding on how I perceive the world and society. Life is very unpredictable but there is nothing wrong with being patient with it. If you can believe it, but I don't run after buses cause I can wait for the next one and I don't yell for someone to hear me because I know if I saw them now I will see them later, maybe not on earth but later on in heaven. I have been told I'm way to patient for a person (let alone a woman) but truth is, I have learned to never run after anything or anyone but my dreams and goals. I refuse to subject myself to someone or something that God probably intended not to be in my life. For if it were meant to be there it would have never left and if it comes back then that's that. As you can see, I ask a lot of questions but I don't question anything…Let life unveil itself to you and let the world unfold as it may in unison. So go ahead and ask a million questions but don't question what cannot be answered.      

Don't hide who you really are, cause i am pretty sure that you are a beautiful individual <3

Do you Believe in the Supernatural ?

It’s a Tuesday; My dad has this knack for watching videos on YouTube about ghosts, demons, aliens, angels, and any other form of the unknown world. I personally do believe in the same phenomenon has my Father does. Think about it, there is a whole other world that we don't know about but it has to hide itself from us humans because they would be get battered by the news and possibly the government ( Area 51 anyone ▧.▨ ) Why would they even present themselves to us anyway, the amount of haters there are towards people that are different in any matter is so harsh, how would they react to these individuals? It is amazing to think that maybe just maybe the “World before us” is hiding itself from us, knowing exactly how we will respond in return. We are all obsessed with the supernatural world like marvel characters, reality is; if any of those characters existed we would freak.   

Today, My Father showed me something that gave me the goosebumps and just makes me believe even more in the supernatural world….This  

Here a CCTV Camrea Caught on tape the Same person saving this man, slowed to 20% and frame by frame picture display. To Prove this is not fake

Uni Life + Just Life = Where am I?

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Always keep this in mind, when you
know you're worth it and deserve
the best, not even your ememies
can stop you <3

Been sitting in Student Centre for the past 2 hours. You’d think I’d have the mindset to finally move, but being sleep deprived doesn't really help my situation. I don't really know if it’s a sad or happy thing that I need to write these small (not actual) Diary entries, to keep my sanity. What I can say it’s sad that I trust a pen and piece of paper more than I’d trust a person. I'm not saying I don't trust people but only certain people ( not getting into that again). So far, Uni life has been good on the education level but everything else has been confusing me. Not even confusing but surprising. You would think that by now people would fade out of the “high School Drama” mode but No. Ugh! I feel like I'm going to end up writing a whole essay here but I have an exam in the next 30 minutes. So causally sitting here is somewhat relaxing for ONCE. It is completely empty and quiet; that's just how I like it. I can strangely say that I really shouldn't be left alone with my mind. I'm that type of person that will over think everything but won’t say anything. I let that stupidness bottle up inside and completely destroy me. I would sadly rather have my pain kill me then the sudden judgment of others. I know I shouldn't be saying that but no matter how much we convince ourselves that the opinions of others don't matter, they do even more. Ok, this is totally random but the same girl has been walking up and down the stairs for the past hour now…AWKWARD. I don't want to say I have no emotions because I'm pretty sure feeling sorry for myself is an emotion but nowadays, I really don't. I don't know what it is but anything emotional will instantly make me breakdown. OMG, if you’re one of those people that are awake at night and out of nowhere breakdown in a voiceless cry…I know how you feel. Life isn't easy, even rich people have problems believe it or not. Money doesn't make everyone truly happy… and LIES! Don't make it any better either.
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P.S Tim Horton's has been getting me through all the tough all-nighters :

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Forever Studyinggggg

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Ehhh why its me :D

GUESS WHOSE BACK :D (and planning to stay this time :P)  

    Okay so i'm extremely bad at this blogging stuff because i haven't been around for awhile....sorry about that. life just hasn't been very fair with and on that note i suddenly remembered i had a place to just let it all out...HERE :D ...yeah i know pathetic that i forgot about my blog :$ i tend to forget a lot about certain things no matter what it may be ... Jeez curse mt bad memory -_-" anyways I've decided to pick back up where i left off with my poetry and maybe do some other things like my friends have been begging me to do :P  so till next time :)

Im Back :D

Wow, its been awhile since i wrote a post but things have been a bit out of place for me lately. anyways don't need to bring up that negativity :P around here, it all positive thoughts.

So i decided to write about new things like reviews, remedies, myths, beauty stuff, OOTDs maybe too. whatever comes to my mind and all. For now all i can say is ....

Feels Good To Be BACK XD

For the past awhile these two songs just keeps me going on & Sane

Chris Brown - Dont Wake Me Up

& this mix by Honey Cocaine