Do you Believe in the Supernatural ?

It’s a Tuesday; My dad has this knack for watching videos on YouTube about ghosts, demons, aliens, angels, and any other form of the unknown world. I personally do believe in the same phenomenon has my Father does. Think about it, there is a whole other world that we don't know about but it has to hide itself from us humans because they would be get battered by the news and possibly the government ( Area 51 anyone ▧.▨ ) Why would they even present themselves to us anyway, the amount of haters there are towards people that are different in any matter is so harsh, how would they react to these individuals? It is amazing to think that maybe just maybe the “World before us” is hiding itself from us, knowing exactly how we will respond in return. We are all obsessed with the supernatural world like marvel characters, reality is; if any of those characters existed we would freak.   

Today, My Father showed me something that gave me the goosebumps and just makes me believe even more in the supernatural world….This  

Here a CCTV Camrea Caught on tape the Same person saving this man, slowed to 20% and frame by frame picture display. To Prove this is not fake

Uni Life + Just Life = Where am I?

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Always keep this in mind, when you
know you're worth it and deserve
the best, not even your ememies
can stop you <3

Been sitting in Student Centre for the past 2 hours. You’d think I’d have the mindset to finally move, but being sleep deprived doesn't really help my situation. I don't really know if it’s a sad or happy thing that I need to write these small (not actual) Diary entries, to keep my sanity. What I can say it’s sad that I trust a pen and piece of paper more than I’d trust a person. I'm not saying I don't trust people but only certain people ( not getting into that again). So far, Uni life has been good on the education level but everything else has been confusing me. Not even confusing but surprising. You would think that by now people would fade out of the “high School Drama” mode but No. Ugh! I feel like I'm going to end up writing a whole essay here but I have an exam in the next 30 minutes. So causally sitting here is somewhat relaxing for ONCE. It is completely empty and quiet; that's just how I like it. I can strangely say that I really shouldn't be left alone with my mind. I'm that type of person that will over think everything but won’t say anything. I let that stupidness bottle up inside and completely destroy me. I would sadly rather have my pain kill me then the sudden judgment of others. I know I shouldn't be saying that but no matter how much we convince ourselves that the opinions of others don't matter, they do even more. Ok, this is totally random but the same girl has been walking up and down the stairs for the past hour now…AWKWARD. I don't want to say I have no emotions because I'm pretty sure feeling sorry for myself is an emotion but nowadays, I really don't. I don't know what it is but anything emotional will instantly make me breakdown. OMG, if you’re one of those people that are awake at night and out of nowhere breakdown in a voiceless cry…I know how you feel. Life isn't easy, even rich people have problems believe it or not. Money doesn't make everyone truly happy… and LIES! Don't make it any better either.
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P.S Tim Horton's has been getting me through all the tough all-nighters :

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Forever Studyinggggg

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Ehhh why its me :D

GUESS WHOSE BACK :D (and planning to stay this time :P)  

    Okay so i'm extremely bad at this blogging stuff because i haven't been around for awhile....sorry about that. life just hasn't been very fair with and on that note i suddenly remembered i had a place to just let it all out...HERE :D ...yeah i know pathetic that i forgot about my blog :$ i tend to forget a lot about certain things no matter what it may be ... Jeez curse mt bad memory -_-" anyways I've decided to pick back up where i left off with my poetry and maybe do some other things like my friends have been begging me to do :P  so till next time :)

Im Back :D

Wow, its been awhile since i wrote a post but things have been a bit out of place for me lately. anyways don't need to bring up that negativity :P around here, it all positive thoughts.

So i decided to write about new things like reviews, remedies, myths, beauty stuff, OOTDs maybe too. whatever comes to my mind and all. For now all i can say is ....

Feels Good To Be BACK XD

For the past awhile these two songs just keeps me going on & Sane

Chris Brown - Dont Wake Me Up

& this mix by Honey Cocaine

Been Forever :$

It been awhile since I came around, sorry about that. Been so busy with school and life in general. But I'll be post more often now because I got a little more time :D I also now have time to finish up my poem book that I'm writing. I've been giving you guys a look into what I'm writing for it and maybe you guys can give me some feedback and thoughts on what you think of it. Hope you like this one :) and have a great day (L)

Believe in Yourself

Would you be afraid, if someone told you to run away?

Take your stuff and hit the one way
Make you believe, you’re worth nothing all day

The thoughts of those and the thoughts of you

Vary in so many ways

Believe in yourself

And they’ll move out of the way
Understand that your here to stay
Not leaving, cause they go with the wave
And you fly the opposite way

You save

You behave
But don't expect to sway
You’re permanently placed like concrete freshly paved

Believe in yourself

And they won’t say
A single word to your face

I know this because I've seen it

I deny it cause I've heard it
I refuse to believe in it because…..
I believe in myself

Don't deny your right

Don't deny your beliefs
Because they will take any chance to shoot you down
In a heartbeat

Love is Always Trouble

The trouble with love

It takes your mind
Tears you right up inside

Makes your heart believe such lies
It’s stronger than any kind of pride

It doesn’t see or care how fast you even fall
You can’t refuse its call
Don't bother okay; you got no say at all

I was a fool, I'm not lying, and it’s true
I played the game by the rules
Now my world is a deeper blue

Clearer in a way, but still down blue
I'm sadder, but wiser too
I gave up on love, to never again
I swore my heart would never mend ever again
They said love wasn’t worth the pain
But then I heard it call my name
My heart was mending, but then it brakes
It calls me again, I can’t wait
But then again I can’t change its ways

Every time I turn around

I think I’ve got it all figured out
The way it goes, the way it shows the love that's I just got
My heart keeps callin’ and I keep fallin’
Over and over and over again
This love thing always ends the same
I'm standing in the door and the pourin’ rain
To me it seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart and soul in two  

"Holy" Long Weekend

hey guys :)

i hope you are having a great long weekend

but man lemme tell you, this week has been hectic. its been from one place to another.
Today i "HAD" to wake up at 4 am this morning, why for church...yuppp church. I mean there's nothing wrong with that but come on 4 am in the morning, i sleep late anyways why you gotta make it that time    -_-", ok whatever its over and done with. 

well only one more day left and you got it school(yeh yeh yeh)(n)NOT!!!!
being in the grade i am, i don't get much time and my teachers just get right too it, like i need sometime to come back to school mode when I've been in sole lazybum mode. so this entry is gunna be pretty short cause I'm in a bit of a rush....seeya later ;)

Random: i realli love this picture